Cold Tuesday
It's just another cold Tuesday. Is this really a new phase for me or just a feeling? I look around and I can't see things the same way cause I am not the same. I am definitely not a child or teenager anymore. All the excuses are gone. So now what? I haven't learned to enjoy life as an adult. I don't want to be always busy and gray. I want to run in the sun, faster than the other kids. I wanna laugh and be the first to bleed. And if I bleed too hard, I wanna hide in my room. With my poets, my candlelight, my songs, my locked door. But now the whole world has changed. I hear them call my name out loud. I am needed. And I have to be there. It is an honor. And a cross to bear. So now what?
3 Comments:
At July 13, 2004 at 4:55 PM,
Anonymous said…
Being a grown up... It's a scarry feeling isn't it? I've being a grown up for a while now and, may I tell you a secret, I'm still scared.
Sometimes when I look to all my duties I fear, I fear I won't be able, I fear I won't make it... It's is a complex time this one we are living...
But you know what? It's is good to have grown. I can make my decisions, I have to bare them but how could it be different?
Youth is a brume it is the time when you think you can do everything and you can choose whatever you fell but it's all a mirage in the desert.
Now you are a grown up, so what? You don't need to lose anythig that was really true, the escuses are gone, but that's all. The colors the real ones you can keep, I'd say you should keep.
Let's run in the sun, or in the moonlight cause noone can tell us not to. let's enjoy live with everythig it can offer. And if you bleed you can't hide but you can always count on me to have a band-aid.
Maurício
At July 13, 2004 at 6:18 PM,
kelly said…
HOW SWEET....It almost made me less bitter...lol
Well, It really did. Thank you for your message, Dear.
Kelly
At February 2, 2007 at 6:19 AM,
Anonymous said…
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